Depression Treatment Care

I am a rhythmic gymnast, the Special Olympics is my dream.

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thanks for your answers!

what can you do also if you keep havin flash backs of past traumas, like when i was in supportive housin years ago with care workers, who when i was out would steal all my clothes, i couldnt prove who it was or who was doing it, this was in 2001. now i get angry at being taken advantage of and think, the injustice of it. what do flash backs mean? plus my thoughts are racing bad at the moment.

I’ve suffered from depression on and off for about 6 years, and have been treated a few times for this.
I’m starting to wonder if I have manic depression. My lows usually last a few months, then I’ll feel fine for a few months.
When I’m good, I feel great – I’m socialable, happy, party animal. i get loads of things done, well I start loads. I want to be moving all the time – its like the blood in my body is on fire, I want to be going something. I want to party, and drink and smoke and go wild. I’m brilliant like this, I feel so much fun. but it is frustrating, as no one keeps up- its like time drags, the world moves slowly but I want it to go as fast as my thoughts.
Can anyone shed some light on this?

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Ok so i have many legal sources saying im manicly depressed, i havnt been forever tho and i dont think its in my jeens is it possible for long term depression after a mortifying break up to become manic depression instead? iv been sad a cryying and cutting for a few months then i stoped and became happy and first it was a few days id b sad then happy now it can change in 10 minutes is it bi polor?