Depression Treatment Care

my ex gf and i dated for 3 years. she broke up with me a couple times, and hooked up with a couple of guys, then came back. same thing everytime. she broke up with me abou 4 months ago because she said she wanted to be “alone”. she hasn’t been “alone” the whole time. she hooked up with someone a week after we broke up. and 2 months after we broke up got a new boyfriend. they’ve been dating for about 2 months now.
everytime we break up, after a while she comes back to me. i don’t know if that will happen this time. the last big break up we had, we still talked a couple times a week and hung out a few times over the 5 months we were broken up. this time, she never talked to me unless it was to flip out on me. but recently she had come in contact with me although she still has a boyfriend. she asked me how i was doing and stuff. i don’t know what this means.
she has been diagnosed with bipolar and does not take meds. i just want to know how do i know she is really going manic during these stages and not just being a ****? How can i be sure that she will become depressed this time and want me back? how do i know its really bipolar? it sounds a lot like it.
how can i know that there will be a depressed stage because she has been manic for about 6 months now. last time it only lasted about 4. does it do different things everytime? is a depressed stage definetly going to come?
anyone with experience with bipolar or bipolar exs please help.

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like the title says im coming down from a manic phase. first i started having psychotic episode, and now im feeling worthless. all these people posting questions about being suicidal and stuff makes it worse cuz now i feel suicidal. i dont think i will try to kil myself but i have once in the past 2 months and cant control myself in my depressive states.
any songs that cheeer you up, words of advice, anything please.
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I have seen 1 therapist and even he thinks its strange, but my understanding is that you usually you have at least a week or month of one stage then the next. For me i show symptoms of both in sometimes only 1 day…this likely or can it be possibly something else? (ex. wake up very depressed, go to school…feel lonely and tired, hate life….then by maybe 5th hour…feal extremely happy and seek much attention…very talkattive and sometimes Racing thoughts. Then by night time very Pissed and irritable….break things.. hurt myself…ect. Then the next 3 days i may feal pretty good. totally random that i make videos of myself when happy to try to help keep myself calm when mad. No one does anything to do these…every day is the same, just like a totally different person from one day to the next.)

My father is more or less an alcoholic. However, he seems to suffer from wide mood swings and changing behaviour. I cannot tell if this is related to his alcohol addiction or some psychological condition. He would not go to see any professional so I have to work this out myself. He also had a tough childhood. He seems to be very sensitive, almost unreasonably getting angry for petty things. What is frightening is that sometimes my behaviour resembles his and I can get easily upset too, however, I learned to control during the years. It is another question, still, it puzzles me whether I inherited anything genetically or am simply influenced by his ‘example’ in my childhood.
Professionally trained people to respond, please.

Go see a doctor ASAP
I can relate to your apparent frustration, anger and sense of hopelessness. It is good to get it out.
Once the anger is released – look at a solution. It is hard to leave someone. Look in the phone book under Domestic Violence or Abuse – find support! It is out there but you have to look. Then make the break. You can do it! I know you can – take that first step….the hardest. Be good to you and love yourself. You will have so much courage and respect once you do. Your anger will be transformed into love.
Yep – I know – sounds corny. I have been there – and it takes time. I needed to be willing to be willing – and keep reaching out for help and following the suggestions (otherwise, why ask?) And you have done a big step