Depression Treatment Care

like i went to a social worker and she said i probaly need to see a phichiatrist, because ive even notice ill be crying, and then sleeping, from the stress, literally passing out when about to get upset…
im scared of the drugs…
wat to do to control my emotions….without taking drugs or seeing a doctor?

Does anybody have experience with something like this? Or no of anybody else that is on this combo? I am taking 400 mg of lamictal and will know soon how many mgs of ambilify I will take.